Ferst on 4 june .. I have performance , Then my wallet went missing .. A bitch took it .. like damn it sia .. Dhen when i wanna perform , i just realise only my parents are not cuming , when i dance on stage , i realise i am crying .. I really felt sad and useless ..
Then after my overall performance , i went back to my cuzzen place at yishun .. At night , i felt something was wrong , in the morning when i woke up , actually im going to my another cuzzie house , but then , my auuntie say she has soomething on outside . Soo i cant go out . Dhen , few hours later , my fader called and say .. Listen and dont tell sis .. "mum had an accident in the morning , she is in the hosp now , she is okay .. ' I started crying then .. In the morning i text my mum actually and asked whut shift is she today .. Gosh .. I cant sleep sia .. didnt get to visit her yesterday , due to my feelings . Dhen just now , i visit her with all my family members and my mum's friend (alot of people around sia ..) I look at her face is quite rabak lurh .. My sis was scared and dont want to look at her .. It really make mie feel guilty . I cried in the toilet hosp just now . Im really cant takee it and cant control it no longer ..
Then at 9 30 went back cozz my mum tired and need rest .. Without my sis home is lyk a hell .. Haisss .. Im cryiing ryte now non stop .
And the thing thatt make mie okay on friday is , meet all my 638 members , including hym .. Semue dah start dye rambot seyy .. Cool .. all member 638 hair is coloured include mie lurh .. Dhen give hym a kish .. now we are lyk our old days ..
So i think i really nid a rest .. And cry all out .. Im so sorry ibu cozz of adeq .. im really sorry ..
